A word always come in my life....'BUT'....

I've been falling for someone before,but I don't know why this time I can't handle myself for loving someone. Before this if someone ask me to break our relationship, I absolutely will say YES. Even if they asking me to come back it is something impossible for me. But now,everything is different. I don't know why. I'm very grateful because I had a chance to know him. But,why... why must I know him in very short of time. huuuuu... This makes me gone crazy. After trying to avoid from him,but I can"t just let him go. Even after he mad at me, yelling, but it makes me feel more love him. He just not a stranger guy, but he is like my frenz, brother, father, mother, and everything to me. He did promise me not let me go easily, but it is different now. Like I'm the one who did promise. Everyone can plan, but only one can determine it. What I can do now is pray to God, hopefully he in good condition,happy enjoy his life now and I'm very happy if he did remembered me. But(for the last) for sure, he will not lost from my heart and memories...:)

Starting being a blogger...

Nothing in this world are impossible. Ouch! What a bad introduction. BTW, I come with this idea because I don't have anyone to share with and obviously I also not sure if there is  anyone will read this. I just let everything out from my mind so that I will not be crazy person with thinking all with my own. If someone who read this either my family or friend, honestly, I'M SO SORRY.. Because let you all feel bad that I said that I have no one to share with. But as you all know that I'm a person that like to keep my problems by myself. I will to hear anyone problem,but I will only share my problem with one person. Since that person nowadays a little bit busy,so I don't have anyone.. ahaha.. BTW, this is just the beginning, means that there a lot of story I will talk about... Okey.. Have a nice day! Oh, one more thing, I accept any comment,suggestion or anything you all want to say... :)