A word always come in my life....'BUT'....

I've been falling for someone before,but I don't know why this time I can't handle myself for loving someone. Before this if someone ask me to break our relationship, I absolutely will say YES. Even if they asking me to come back it is something impossible for me. But now,everything is different. I don't know why. I'm very grateful because I had a chance to know him. But,why... why must I know him in very short of time. huuuuu... This makes me gone crazy. After trying to avoid from him,but I can"t just let him go. Even after he mad at me, yelling, but it makes me feel more love him. He just not a stranger guy, but he is like my frenz, brother, father, mother, and everything to me. He did promise me not let me go easily, but it is different now. Like I'm the one who did promise. Everyone can plan, but only one can determine it. What I can do now is pray to God, hopefully he in good condition,happy enjoy his life now and I'm very happy if he did remembered me. But(for the last) for sure, he will not lost from my heart and memories...:)